Shoutbox Wannabe.

[Sol]

Lots of venting here. Good. So let me get this off my chest.

I HATE growing old. I just fucking hate it.

Up to a few years ago, women still turned when I went by. Loved the feeling. Not that I'm attractive, I'm not but I think I had a little something that women liked. Now, nothing. Fuck all.

My ass is starting to wrinkle. The fuck?!?

I don't have the patience I used to have, nor the empathy. A lot of people get on my nerves and I'm pretty sure that I get on a lot of people's nerves as well. Some people I used to respect I now see as fucking idiots.

My memory isn't what it used to be either and that's gotta be my biggest piss off about growing old. I used to remember movies, characters, actor's names, scenes, now I have to pause and think to remember something and then google it to find it. The hell...

Spoke with an aunt a few years back, telling her that I was terrorized about getting old. She said she hated it as well and said "wait until all your bones start hurting then you let me know how that feels..." Urrggghhh. My bones don't hurt yet, but I'm not 25 years old anymore, that much is for sure.

I just hate it. Period. Oh you get wisdom they say. You get wiser they say. Fuck 'em. Old fucking geezers. Someone actually called me an old geezer this week. Took me everything not to knock his false teeth out.

I'm just 60 for crying out loud. And I absolutely, totally and royally fucking hate it.

/end vent.

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