To all the xATS’ers - I feel you

[gordi]

@"Freija" 
Heart Touching Post and yes I felt your feeling of being Lost and Alone and Not Wanted.
But let me say this, me and my core membership here have also been Banned and actually Kicked Out Of A Site I Found and Helped Create and Run Everyday.
My current long time member's here, all went to log in and we found ourselves Banned, I mean Frozen out and I was part of the Admin, I had the Passwords to the Back-Door and the server name site.
He had in one day had me Cut Off and all My Friends here Banned.

Because he felt threatened by me and my friends.

They have stuck by me and this site keeping it alive with just us and a few others who would stop by and post.
Not only Mystic Wanderer but everyone here you see and my Admin's, Super-Mod's and Mod's.
plus others that could stop by from time to time, Wallfire joined a few months ago and has been a Blessing.

I just want to say, you are part of a Family Here, you have a Home and I Truly believe I have the Most Understanding and Caring Admin's, Super-Mod's and Mod's of any site.

They are here to help and assure YOUR Happiness and Help in anyway they can AND I think with the way AVATARS have been designed and how Ninurta has help with questions and Gif's and Gordi and BIAD have been here to help....
  

OI!
Just for clarity...
I was never banned.
They wanted me to stay, but I chose to leave. (AFAIK??? LOL)

(***Cue soft violin music and dimmed mood lighting...***)

For a while, I didn't know where to go... (sniffle)
I visited the original RN and CoJo's (and later LA's for a short time)... wandering, lost and alone, cast out on the cold fog of despair...

(Slowly crank up the violins... slowly... slowly....)

...unsure where to turn... never knowing the right path... despairing for...

(Fade up the.... <CRACK>  feck... broke the fader... uhm.... "imagine" it getting a wee bit brighter...)

... something? ... someone?... somewhere to call "home"....

(Cue: larger sniffle and drop a tear from a watery eye...)

And...... do you know... do you understand what happened...?

I'll tell you all later.


G