(10-24-2022, 08:40 AM)Finspiracy Wrote: Still in need of therapy. Please attempt to bear with me.



It hurt. It just outright fucking hurt. How the pro vaxxers said that i do not care about my fellow human being. How some of them wanted to send people like me to concentration camps. Cast me out of society with their corona passports. It hurt.



Is it unjustified if i refuse to forget and forgive?

Ok, time for me to go now, I have a patient in 10 minutes and need to prepare.

Have an extra-special, amazingly fun, undeniably awesome, super fantastic day y'all.

Rod

(10-24-2022, 08:49 AM)Rodinus Wrote: Ok, time for me to go now, I have a patient in 10 minutes and need to prepare.



Have an extra-special, amazingly fun, undeniably awesome, super fantastic day y'all.



Rod

Okay. Luv ya man. Let's talk again at some point later.

You, have a great day too!

Beer and cannabis. Again. 4 days nonstop now (I have slept though, don't worry. Food too)

Blasting music like really motherfucking loud. But it is headphones, always headphones. This is an apartment building and i wanna be a good neighbor, it is important to me to be like that.

Look at her. Our Prime minister.

I really like Ladies and i don't want to say bad things but come on?

Plandemic. War. Hyperinflation. Energy crisis. And this is how she keeps herself busy?

No one there.

The same story every single fucking time.

No one there.

(10-24-2022, 11:40 AM)Finspiracy Wrote: No one there.

The same story every single fucking time.

No one there.

This made me cry. I have seen that relationship so many times in my work life. Whether it is the male or female spouse, the love and dedication one spouse shows the other in such a lonely time of need is both heartbreaking and strength building.

It seems as if there is no one there, but there are always two people there. Both struggling to get through to the other, both trying desperately to connect. Each succeeding without knowing. Both 
with purpose, each an extension of the other. 

It always seemed to me that the males always had a routined schedule, and were very meticulous in their care, and spoke little.

The women usually added variety to the routine and talked a lot. One thing was always extremely noticable and almost palpable, the love they shared.

So to the those on the outside looking in, it appears if one is missing, but to the lovers, there is one. Two that became one.

(10-24-2022, 11:08 AM)Finspiracy Wrote: Look at her. Our Prime minister.

I really like Ladies and i don't want to say bad things but come on?

Plandemic. War. Hyperinflation. Energy crisis. And this is how she keeps herself busy?

All work and no play makes Sanna a dull girl.

Give the young lady a break Finn. We all have to let our hair down every now and again.

(10-24-2022, 01:06 PM)NightskyeB4Dawn Wrote: All work and no play makes Sanna a dull girl.



Give the young lady a break Finn. We all have to let our hair down every now and again.

Yeah i understand. She is 36. It was her free time. What is she supposed to be doing? Knitting?

But we have problems here. We need strong leadership. And she seems to not care.

I am officially an old conservative fart.

I accept her partying, it is cool. I just think that it does not fit well with the dignity of being a PM, as status.

I momentarily went into shock. But i am fine again.



So i left my home, to buy more beer. Saw a fox. A beautiful adult fox. right there, in the middle of the road. Cars approaching from both directions. I thought okay, there is no way he / she is gonna survive this one. I am gonna scream, fall into psychosis and punch this asphalt until i see the white of the bones of my hands.



Then he / she survived. Just survived. Cars were gone, and he / she calmly walked into a forest, seemingly not giving a fuck. And i cried, due to being so emotional. Right there, in the middle of all the people, as i walked the street. It is okay. I refuse to care about my reputation around here.

I am just so fucking tired really.

Plandemics. Wars. Rumors of wars.

It is all too much.

I am beginning a personal mission to murder God. Let's see which one falls, i have nothing to lose anymore.

I have to go. I have to.

I need 2 weeks to gather together alcohol + *self censored* + *Self censored* (Don't wanna spread foolproof recipes of death)

I love you Ninurta, BrotherMan, Rodinus, ChiefD, NightSkye, VioletDove, BIAD, EndTheMadnessNow. And all who i forgot to mention.

I apologize.

(10-24-2022, 05:31 PM)Finspiracy Wrote: So i left my home, to buy more beer. Saw a fox. A beautiful adult fox. right there, in the middle of the road. Cars approaching from both directions. I thought okay, there is no way he / she is gonna survive this one. I am gonna scream, fall into psychosis and punch this asphalt until i see the white of the bones of my hands.




Then he / she survived. Just survived. Cars were gone, and he / she calmly walked into a forest, seemingly not giving a fuck. And i cried, due to being so emotional. Right there, in the middle of all the people, as i walked the street. It is okay. I refuse to care about my reputation around here.

Thursday and Saturday night I saw a coyote in front of my house. He seems to be by himself. He is a young fellow, likely a bit impulsive, and is very likely to be terminated if he decides to hang out at any other house than mine.


I believe in live and let live so as long as he does not pose a threat to me and mine, I won't mess with him.

Vomited. Everywhere.

It is mandatory that i go to bed and sleep now.

Luv ya NightSkye! Send the coyote here i am gonna tame it.

I saw this article and it made me think.

If my Chron's disease is due to an ancestor having survived the Black Death, maybe it is also why I did not get COVID. ?????

Quote:You might have Crohn’s disease, rheumatoid arthritis or lupus because your ancestor survived the Black Death, study says.

A team examined ancient DNA from the bones of Black Death survivors and found four genes associated with modern disorders.

https://fortune.com/2022/10/19/black-dea...tis-genes/

(10-24-2022, 07:34 PM)Finspiracy Wrote: Vomited. Everywhere.

It is mandatory that i go to bed and sleep now.

Luv ya NightSkye! Send the coyote here i am gonna tame it.

Sleep well. Feel better. That coyote is looking for a new home. I will send it if I can catch it. Just don't send it back.

(10-24-2022, 08:07 PM)NightskyeB4Dawn Wrote:

(10-24-2022, 07:34 PM)Finspiracy Wrote: Vomited. Everywhere.

It is mandatory that i go to bed and sleep now.

Luv ya NightSkye! Send the coyote here i am gonna tame it.

Sleep well. Feel better. That coyote is looking for a new home. I will send it if I can catch it. Just don't send it back.

Catch me if you can... "Tee hee hee..."

(10-24-2022, 08:29 PM)Rodinus Wrote:

(10-24-2022, 08:07 PM)NightskyeB4Dawn Wrote:

(10-24-2022, 07:34 PM)Finspiracy Wrote: Vomited. Everywhere.



It is mandatory that i go to bed and sleep now.



Luv ya NightSkye! Send the coyote here i am gonna tame it.

Sleep well. Feel better. That coyote is looking for a new home. I will send it if I can catch it. Just don't send it back.

Catch me if you can... "Tee hee hee..."

You are a wily character. I found it is easier to just wait for coyotes to come to me. Too old to chance them anyway.

Wait, I've seen this movie before...


Reference: The Final Countdown (1980)

Please stay close to your young ones. This is the time of year that they lose what little good judgement they may have had. "Make them listen."

From now to the first couple weeks of January, it will be hell.

There have been seven cases of sexual assault in three days, from three different colleges.

All young people away from home for the first time. That just have not been prepared for the kind of evil that runs rampant in this world.

Mommy and Daddy may have given them everything material they may need, but they have prepared them for the wolves that are prepared for them.