Coronavirus - Take two - Action!

[BIAD]

The last two fingers on my left hand (pinkie and ring finger) randomly go numb, and have done for years. Originally, I thought it was a function of putting pressure on my elbow deadening a nerve, but come to find out it is a bone spur on my C4 vertebrae occasionally irritating the nerve to those two fingers enough to cause it to shut down for a while.

I mention this only because your "visitor" appeared to be doing something to your neck, and wonder if that may be a possibility in the cause - your mind creating this encounter in the "'tween" between sleep and wakefulness as an explanation for why your fingers were gonna go numb. Maybe a stimulus your subconscious saw while your conscious ignored?...

Your 'subconscious'-version theory of why my little and ring fingers on each hand does make sense, except I haven't suffered
with this numbness since that time with the flu. I also had a five-inch-high band of numbness around my waist above the hips
which I knew was a muscular, this I put down to a single incident of violent vomiting.
(The fingers-thing didn't occur until near the end of the four-week bout and only dissipated as I worked on building my new shed!)

I prefer your explanation as I don't believe for one moment that anyone was in my house stooping over me with sinister thoughts!
This isn't a movie, it's just a mundane life of someone who realised from Day One that a seasonal social malady had been hijacked
for political and media interests.
(Oh crap...! BIAD's going on a rant, I can tell!)

This sort of people-scaring happens on many levels and is noticed by many people who've grown weary of the poor rolling-out of
such tactics, I'm not some sort of solitary torch-carrier or is even a member of a Government-opposing gang...! I'm nobody!

But the media are in trouble and if you're the type of person who perceives their job has vital to a good lifestyle with the bonus
of feeding one's ego, some Journalists will go along with a narrative with the hopes it an resurrect the failing industry.

What I write here may seem heartless and may give the impression that public health is just another vehicle to use by those
who make a living from reporting news. The sad part is, it is. The struggling MSM are in a war right now to wrestle their
dwindling audiences from a technology they never believed would get a foothold on the influencing stage.

Now... if you enjoyed an employment that was so protected, so well-paid and not involving digging ditches, what would you
do to make sure your lifestyle remained in its lofty social position? How do you weigh your personal well-being against typing
some words that may-or-may-not be true to people you've never met, nor wish to interact with?!

Remember, one is only a sell-out when accused by those who aren't sell-outs. If one creates an environment where everyone
around you sings from the same hymn-sheet, then the conditions might seem congenial for a while, but then the competitive
nature of a drowning industry begins and the out-right lies become less-polished and less convincing.

The division is obvious, there's no room to discuss why some people are refusing the jab or even reporting on why they cannot
have the injection. Some might suggest the reason is because the importance of stopping the flu is so important that those who
talk of magnetism, location -tracking nanochips and alien DNA-sampling are just the crazy few who add fog to a straightforward
and urgent agenda.

But for those who just don't want the injection -and there are many, wouldn't it be 'news-worthy' (and certainly ratings-worthy!)
to be part of the discussion? Or is it that such deliberation may give them validity?

I don't write this with any emotional sense of pride or vindictiveness towards those in the business, it's just the amount of trust
that has been lost over the recent years could -and probably will, bring in a genre of information-reporting that may not hold an
ethical standard, nor be held accountable.
Then where will we be?

This is important and I can't stress enough the effects of the type of behaviour going on right now. I'm aware that most of us
here on Rogue Nation have a sense that something isn't quite right about how this virus is presented in the legacy media, but
the mixed-messaging, the falsehoods and the down-right biasedness is so obvious that it cannot end well for those who obtain
a living from relating supposedly neutral news-telling -and worse, the fallout that will occur when the public turn away from
anything reported in the future.
They aren't sending their best and that worries me.

...Hallucinations can be creepy, and they are even creepier when your fighting an illness you think might be your last one.
I was afraid that flu was gonna kill me. After living through it for 3 days, I started to be afraid that it WOULDN'T kill me.
It lasted a week or 10 days. I credit "Old Grand Dad" with my survival. I started drinking two ounces every two hours,
thinking that was long enough to metabolize it, and after a day of that, I didn't care anymore... 

I can understand the idea of illness-driven delirium impacts a person to ponder if reality isn't what we believe it to be and
it would be wrong of me to say that my 'dream' occurred before my flu took hold the next day, I'm not a Doctor... regardless
of the nurse's uniform I keep in my wardrobe! and therefore, cannot state the incident was separate.

But due to my self-imposed situation (I never even carry money!), my normal everyday concerns are so small that it alludes
me why such a 'conspiratorial'-type of dream would happen. I don't know... my head says it was just a realistic silly dream
when I wasn't properly asleep, but it does niggle me as a practical person.
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By the way, your description of the being in your 'hallucination' is really worrying!