TDDA

[guohua]

I just received a PM from our Member and Friend TDDA, she is in the Hospital with Heart problems.
Her concern was with the fact a friend of hers, ManBehindTheMask want to register with R-N3 two weeks ago but didn't know how.
I made an account for him and email this to the email address TDDA supplied to me.

Please Remember TDDA in your prayers today she needs our Healing Vibes/Prayers and Meditations sent to her.

Guohua

TDDA get well soon, I'll keep you in my Mediations section today.

[AmericanBuffalo]

I will be sending prayers her way. I hope she comes through this as the champion she is. One tough duck!!

[DontTreadOnMe]

I just received a PM from our Member and Friend TDDA, she is in the Hospital with Heart problems.
Her concern was with the fact a friend of hers, ManBehindTheMask want to register with R-N3 two weeks ago but didn't know how.
I made an account for him and email this to the email address TDDA supplied to me.

Please Remember TDDA in your prayers today she needs our Healing Vibes/Prayers and Meditations sent to her.

Guohua

TDDA get well soon, I'll keep you in my Mediations section today.

Thanks for telling us.
She is a dear person.

I'll add her to my prayers.

[WonderCow]

Hope she gets better soon, sending positive vibes.

[BIAD]

Hope she gets better soon, sending positive vibes.

Me too, she has some interesting postings here.

[Snarl]

she is in the Hospital with Heart problems.

No bueno.  Hope it's not shot related.  Prayers out.

I favor Ducky and hope this is minor stuff.

[beez]

I wish a speedy recovery!

[VioletDove]

I’ll be keeping her in my thoughts. I hope she feels better soon.

[TDDA]

Oh wow, I got news about this thread via PM. Very touched by it.

I wrote about it on ATS, maybe some remember I didn't react good to the two shots and refused the booster and struggled months with different symptoms.

11th April, on Monday, I tested positive on one of these fast tests I had to take, after driving to the Ring for a job assignment. The result was positive and I had to take a PCR test and since the result was going to take a day and my job assignment already ruined, I drove back the same day nonstop.

The PCR test came back positive too, I was not feeling unwell at all before Thursday. Then headaches started, no energy, tired, a day later I had kidney pains again. I drank and rested a lot but every day it got worse. Until last Tuesday after I fainted in the bathroom getting up from the toilet. Being single and positive, my landlords wife can only looks so much after me and after I fainted I was too scared and afraid and called the hospital. Being single and in such a situation makes one feel very vulnerable. Already sent my daughter to her father while I was sick at home but not yet positive, between the fast and the PCR test.

They took me in, with another woman in the room she tested negative the next day, since then I am alone. They ran a lot of tests on me, two different heart sonograms, spine fluid, blood and urine and .. tests. I am constantly monitored with a portable heart rate and blood pressure device that goes off every 10 minutes. We now know my heart flow rate (not heart rate) is around 50% and should be 65% for my age and general health. They did two sonograms and calculated the rejection rate, what the heart pumps through with a single beat. I am single mom and  But me being positive and health declining, alone, after I fainted I went to hospital. Since then I get IV drips almost constantly, electrolytes, blood thinners and anti inflammatory meds. Kidneys seem to be okay, they don't hurt anymore but now it's apparent it's all from the heart. Now it's clear that all the different symptoms we couldn't connect the last month comes from undersupply of blood in organs. For a few days I developed a cough that scared me the most because I heard about the ventilators and the drug they give you but no cough now anymore, just sniffles but I have that since the jabs. Today I tested negative so I was allowed to leave for two hours and get some stuff from home on my own risk but be back by around 7pm.

I've not been allowed to leave the bed and had no laptop for days. I am currently at home for a short moment on my own risk, to pick up some clothes and a hard drive in my shop but have to be back by 7pm. Doctors say it might take a year or even longer to be back completely. That is a problem because I am 50% self employed and have to work physical. The other 50% I just started to work for a German sports car manufacturer and called today to cancel the contract, as it's unclear if I ever will be able to sit in any race car or move a car in a way so my heart rate goes up. That's depressing as I went through so much the last two years to get to there and now it's unclear. Currently also in contact with the health insurance to cover the time I can not work and earn money. It's questionable how much of my business will be left in a year and I won't pass the next medical exam for the track instructor job with heart problems, besides it would be a toll on my heart.

I could bite my ass because in the aftermath they duped us with a law that they knew never would pass but the media and also fucking Austria was pushing it so hard, fines 5-15k€ were in talk. I feel betrayed by politicians, not that I expected other but that's how they force you into something with zero liablility.

I have to send the text now because my taxi from the hospital will be here soon. I tone it down with the electronics when I am in hospital, I dedicate about an hour daily to answering business emails and the rest I spend on a private discord channel to at least have a bit human conversation. I only brought it up in PMs because I had been offline for days after telling others I am not feeling well, people started to worry. 

Please don't worry, I've been through worse and most of the time I come out stronger than before. Admitted, I am scared a lot because the heart is the engine of our body and it's all nice and remote until the realization set's in, this is my engine, I can not do anything about it and that the future is unclear.

Thank you everyone for the nice words, it felt good reading. Now I have to send and wait for the taxi driver to ring and come up pick my stuff up. Wish you all a nice week, stay healthy.

[NightskyeB4Dawn]

You are not alone. 

Recently my very close friend, and three other friends, with no prior cardiac problems, ended up in hospital due to heart attacks. 

All four having received the shots and the booster.

Praying for all of you.

[gordi]

My thoughts are with you @"TDDA".

Gx

[Brotherman]

Tell that bitch she’s not done yet badgers don’t eat ducks they eat cobras and sleep in doodoo. Tell her Brotherman has high blood pressure over this and I will drink a beer in her honor!

[Chiefsmom]

Aww...
Dang it, Duck, I'm so sorry you're having to go through this.  I will keep you in my thoughts and send good vibes your way.

I've always enjoyed your posts, you seem to be living a very interesting life.

Stay strong!

[TDDA]

Tell that bitch she’s not done yet badgers don’t eat ducks they eat cobras and sleep in doodoo. Tell her Brotherman has high blood pressure over this and I will drink a beer in her honor!

Tell Brotherman that the bitch is saying no need for turning into a Botherman, I plan to power through this as always. 

Next week I may waddle home, had a little downtime yesterday but overall feeling it is improving (by feels). Heart may take a while but no pain or cramps or strange feelings in the chest, so that's good.


Thank you everyone else for the support even though I do not reply direct. Just thought need to point out, too, before Brotherman get's a whipping from guohua...it's all good, that's Brotherman. Absolution granted.

:cheers: to all, logging off.

[Brotherman]

Tell that bitch she’s not done yet badgers don’t eat ducks they eat cobras and sleep in doodoo. Tell her Brotherman has high blood pressure over this and I will drink a beer in her honor!

Tell Brotherman that the bitch is saying no need for turning into a Botherman, I plan to power through this as always. 

Next week I may waddle home, had a little downtime yesterday but overall feeling it is improving (by feels). Heart may take a while but no pain or cramps or strange feelings in the chest, so that's good.


Thank you everyone else for the support even though I do not reply direct. Just thought need to point out, too, before Brotherman get's a whipping from guohua...it's all good, that's Brotherman. Absolution granted.

:cheers: to all, logging off.

It’s great to know there is no pain and you are going home soon. Perhaps when home I could convince you to start painting stuff and things to relax

[TDDA]

Tell that bitch she’s not done yet badgers don’t eat ducks they eat cobras and sleep in doodoo. Tell her Brotherman has high blood pressure over this and I will drink a beer in her honor!

Tell Brotherman that the bitch is saying no need for turning into a Botherman, I plan to power through this as always. 

Next week I may waddle home, had a little downtime yesterday but overall feeling it is improving (by feels). Heart may take a while but no pain or cramps or strange feelings in the chest, so that's good.


Thank you everyone else for the support even though I do not reply direct. Just thought need to point out, too, before Brotherman get's a whipping from guohua...it's all good, that's Brotherman. Absolution granted.

:cheers: to all, logging off.

It’s great to know there is no pain and you are going home soon. Perhaps when home I could convince you to start painting stuff and things to relax

I would love to see some of your paintings :)

A few weeks ago I bought a drawing tablet, very cheap one but it's fantastic. I already drew a ton of comics over the past years on paper and want to take it to the next step redrawing them digital and colorizing them, mostly NSFW adult BDSM related that I just draw for myself, but on the sensual side. 

Never had much patience to paint but maybe it's time to revisit that, drawing soothes me too :)

[Brotherman]

Tell that bitch she’s not done yet badgers don’t eat ducks they eat cobras and sleep in doodoo. Tell her Brotherman has high blood pressure over this and I will drink a beer in her honor!

Tell Brotherman that the bitch is saying no need for turning into a Botherman, I plan to power through this as always. 

Next week I may waddle home, had a little downtime yesterday but overall feeling it is improving (by feels). Heart may take a while but no pain or cramps or strange feelings in the chest, so that's good.


Thank you everyone else for the support even though I do not reply direct. Just thought need to point out, too, before Brotherman get's a whipping from guohua...it's all good, that's Brotherman. Absolution granted.

:cheers: to all, logging off.

It’s great to know there is no pain and you are going home soon. Perhaps when home I could convince you to start painting stuff and things to relax

I would love to see some of your paintings :)

A few weeks ago I bought a drawing tablet, very cheap one but it's fantastic. I already drew a ton of comics over the past years on paper and want to take it to the next step redrawing them digital and colorizing them, mostly NSFW adult BDSM related that I just draw for myself, but on the sensual side. 

Never had much patience to paint but maybe it's time to revisit that, drawing soothes me too :)

You can find my work everywhere. I’m an interesting badger, I open portals for drug addicts and make them gods. Come and find me

[Brotherman]

That damned dog again 

Shout box 

A link I posted to my art

[CelticBanshee3]

Prayers that you get better soon, TDDA. Sorry you are having to go through this.

[Freeborn]

Hope you're ok TDDA. my thoughts are with you.

Hang in there kidda.