I ran over our dog. Part III. The Surgeon.

[Bally002]

Can I post my private feelings of 'guilt', which doesn't detract from the job I have to do.  I'll have that 'guilt' still when I see 'girlie' hopping around but I'll still support her in my own way.

Kind regards,

Bally:)

I like to think that RN is a place where we can cleanse our spirit and feel secure in our nakedness. 

We care about you. We will listen, we will provide you a shoulder, we will pat your face, we will laugh with you, we will cry with you, we will chastise you, we accept you, we will love you, because you are family.

Nice post mate.  I guess what I'm trying to say, albeit long-winded, was that I appreciate the support and that I do feel guilt but I won't let that override the care and welfare of girlie,  My guilt provides for the energy to see she gets the best attention and my family does too as they have feelings to be considered.

Girlie has some testing times coming up and we'll all be there to make her as comfortable as possible during her rehabilitation.  

I can pour this out on RN but I don't show it at home. Just put an arm around my son and ease the hurt my true love is feeling at times.  She was in the little truck with me.  

Took the other 3 doggy wogs out for a walk today to site some fallen trees to drag up for cutting.  I felt for girlie as she used to be the most playful carrying her squeaky ball, dropping it at my feet for me to kick or throw it.   I'll make it happen again.  Already made a comfortable bed for her in my son's room.

Anyway, that's my feelings.

Cheers again for your thoughts.

Bally