Frustrations

[NightskyeB4Dawn]

First off, sorry for the loss of your sister. 

I feel your pain. We hardly ever go out to eat or get some fast food. We just cook at home, nothing fancy.  

Yeah, watching my annuity declining sucks, but at least I still have my pension, which is enough to live comfortable, although I had to give up smoking because it was costing to much.

@Tarzan the apeman. I too share your pain. Losing is a sibling is not anything anyone can prepare you for.

Losing a loved one is painful. You think you can handle dealing with the lost of parents, grandparents, even friends, but there is a hole that is left behind when you lose a sibling that just can't be explained.

I am the oldest. I pray that I leave this Earthly plain before any of my other siblings. I know that sounds extremely selfish, but there were ten of us. Now there is nine. When it goes down to eight, I don't want to be here to deal with it.

I think of my Brother daily. I still laugh with him and cry with him. We were extremely close. We still are.

@Tarzan the apeman praying for you and your Sister.