Not exactly poetry, but 2 recent song lyrics

[Finspiracy]

Yo... So after 20 years of taking antidepressant medicine every morning... i just stopped 2 weeks ago. My doctor approved that. She said that this is not about what pills she gives me prescriptions for, or even about what she says to me. It is all about the way i feel. I am semi-okay now, but withdrawals have been absolute hell. It is Thursday now. Last weekend i sank into a really dark place and this is what i wrote, 2 things about well, things.

EVERYTHING

Everything is a lie.
All sense of control is an illusion.
To hell with it all!
I am gonna drink until i pass the fuck out
And feel nothing.

The absolute irrelevance of everything
Consumes what once was beautiful.
And laughs as hope dies.

Let it go! Let it be! Let it burn!

And from the ashes, pain will emerge.
Everything is a lie.
Everything.

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LEMON OVERDOSE

When life throws you lemons
Isolate the citric acid.
Then throw it right back at life.

Fight against fire with fire.
Fight against ice with ice.
Fight against life with death.

You have been given life
In order for you to bring death.
If not upon others
Then eventually upon yourself.

Life is not a bitch, and then you die
Life is the source of never-ending evil
And then you die.