Love always, Your vet

[NightskyeB4Dawn]

I doubt I will have another animal, @"Snarl"  I'm just not able to take care of another living being. I will admit there is a big hole in my life, and I'm about as lonely as one can be. 

I'm hoping my better half will make it home in a week or so (he drives a truck). It will be good to see his face.

Much love,
Jasmine

You know your situation better than anyone else, but I am very glad I listened to the kind folk here at RN. 

Having these two new little brat kittens, brings so much light and joy in my house that it is unbelievable. 

It seems they know just what you need spiritually, and they just fill in the gaps. My Mom says they run back and forth between us to make sure our spiritual cup remains full. You can see the contentment in them when we are together in the same room.

The same is true of the dogs. All is at peace and seems right with world, when all of us are together in the same room. The dogs and the kittens lay stretched out on the floor around us, and the peace and contentment is palpable.

Not saying that they don't have their moments, and that we are always free of chaos, but what is life without a little chaos.

It took me about a year before I considered the idea of having another cat. Lazarus was with us for 21 years, life without him didn't seem normal, but there was nothing normal about Lazarus. Enoch and Sylvester are not Lazarus, and I am so glad they are not. Watching them develop their own unique personalities is half the fun. 

I thought too that I didn't have it in me to care for another pet. As it turns out they take care of me. They give me a reason for getting out of the bed in the morning, otherwise I would be in bed until after midday. They give me purpose, they give me motivation, and they help me grow compassion and love. 

I am so sorry for your lost. I grieve with you. With time you may find a pet that needs you, as much as you may find you need the little rascal as well.

Meantime, you have your fellow Rogues here for you.