04-28-2022, 04:00 AM
I thought about posting some serious conspiracy stuff, because I don't contribute near enough.
But, I was chatting with my mom, who is in her late 70's ,about my early childhood.
I don't do it enough and realize I need to do it more often.
I was a bad kid, she just tells me I was energetic like she was.
I got into all kinds of trouble early on, but according to her and my late granny, I was an angel.
Calling bullshit on all that, but maybe, no, they did understand me. I never had to be medicated or sent to special schools and such.
And sex , gender, whatever was never brought up. It wasn't an issue then. I was a boy, and now a boy in a old mans body.
I was accepted for who I was. Just an over active child looking for more out of the world and questioning everything.
Became successful and retired early.
But now, I don't want to do anything and it bothers me. Mostly because of were everything is heading.
I need to pull my boot straps up and get on with the rest of my life.
I really need that energy back.
But, I was chatting with my mom, who is in her late 70's ,about my early childhood.
I don't do it enough and realize I need to do it more often.
I was a bad kid, she just tells me I was energetic like she was.
I got into all kinds of trouble early on, but according to her and my late granny, I was an angel.
Calling bullshit on all that, but maybe, no, they did understand me. I never had to be medicated or sent to special schools and such.
And sex , gender, whatever was never brought up. It wasn't an issue then. I was a boy, and now a boy in a old mans body.
I was accepted for who I was. Just an over active child looking for more out of the world and questioning everything.
Became successful and retired early.
But now, I don't want to do anything and it bothers me. Mostly because of were everything is heading.
I need to pull my boot straps up and get on with the rest of my life.
I really need that energy back.
The Truth is Out There, Somewhere