Yes, COVID was a Political Scam

[AmericanBuffalo]

I wanted my late wife to use holistic methods to treat her second bout of cancer. Needless to say her fears pushed her back to the medical establishment for treatment. Although I did manage to convince her on a few non traditional methods. We worked on lowering how much sugar she consumed. I gave her 1000mg of artesium (wormwood extract) had her consume alkaline water to try to bring her body Ph to a more base consistency.
I think it gave her a few more years. However she died in the midst of covid and I am suspicious of the nasal swab testing she endured. The cancer that killed her moved to her brain when it had previously had been stable in her bones. I don't know. I am suspicious though.

My condolences, it is hard to experience something like that. Out of own similar experience, just want to say because I got similar advice once and it helped.. I found out it is not wise to feed such suspicions too much. Energy is best spent for memorizing good times and the person instead of the circumstances, things we can not change. That is what works best for me. 

I hope it helps, you did not gave me the impression that would be the case for you though. Just my awkward try to communicate the above.

Blessings

Thank you. I do know that and don't dwell on it, I know I will never know. I do focus on all the good times we shared and thankfully there was many. I've been told losing a spouse or a child is one of most stressful events a person will face and it is but your cant dwell on it or let it define the rest of your life. Life is for living and I now live for me and her too these days.

And the beautiful thing of living is that we can experience the wonderful things in life. And if it's just a nice smelling breeze of warm summer evening air. It does not matter if one believes in God or Energy or not, things like these are everywhere around us, in everything we are able to experience.

You are absolutely right. It is the little things all around us especially in nature which is what we all need to recognize that makes life and living so special and gratifying.