I'm beatened down and drained

[Schmoe1]

Hi folks, sorry I haven't been on much.

My boss went on vay-cay and all of a sudden, I'm responsible for the planet.



Between hospital meetings, I've had drama with personnel.

To add to that I've had to recertify on anesthesia, balloon pumps, etc.

So I've been busy in the evenings taking tests.

It makes me so frustrated that I want to punch a kitten right in the face!

I'm old, beaten-ed down, crippled, decrepit, but I still have to take these yearly tests to  make sure I know what I'm doing. 

But to add. . . . . .

I'm passing the fucking tests.

So there is that.

I know the feeling of being tired and beaten down, it won't last forever.  I know it's difficult, but count your blessings, there are many people right now with no means to feed their families who'd give anything to be in your shoes.

Hang in there Beez, I'm only trying to help you see the silver lining