Hello ladies and gentlemen and others.

So I made a promise to @Snarl to write a thread about my experience of getting hit by a bus. And here we go, due to endless coffee stash and endless amount of time.

PHASE 1: Before the accident. Impact.

Friday 21st of August. Morning.
Prohibition ended. Alcohol sales from grocery stores is not allowed in Finland from 9PM to 9AM. And i never go to bars or night clubs where it can be bought later. My friend was at work, and also in the middle of the process of moving into a different apartment. I have his keys, he has mine. And i already had been doing stuff like washing all his dishes and cleaning up the whole kitchen. And internet connection had been terminated from his old apartment and i never watch TV. He still had that old apartment rented for the duration of August, and i had been using it as a kind of a safe haven from everything, first and foremost the internet. I can't stay offline if i am at home, maybe i am an addict i don't know. I had just been sitting on his couch and drinking beer and blasting my mp3 player and staring at the wall a lot recently then. So i asked "anything i can do to help your move today?" and he mentioned the scratching posts and another climbing spots of the cats should be brought down. I asked where are his tools, and he said that he has new spots for the cats at the new place, and the old ones can be torn apart by hands. I was like "cool".

So i left my home at around 9AM, bought 3 cans of beer from a nearby shop, and drank them away as i walked to another shop close to his place. From there, i bought 12 more beers. I went to his place, sat down, played music via headphones and drank. Serenity. Slight buzz. I was relieved that i can't see corona stuff anywhere now, even if i wanted to (which i never do) After about 10 beers i was thinking "cool, let's break stuff with a permission" so i smashed the cat spots and it was not as easy as i thought. Plenty of cursing, plenty of water also, it was a hot day. Eventually i had the cat spots torn apart on the floor and i made a neat pile of the rubble to the corner of the room. 1 beer left, out of 15 so far in total. Felt like this is a pleasant, regular Friday buzz. But i still had almost 30 euros of cold hard cash left, and i left the final beer to the fridge, so i will have a cold one when i return from the shop again with another 15 beers. Left my mp3 player there. My tobacco also.

I had to cross a road once. I saw a bus approaching. I was like "fuck that bus, i can make it easily" error in estimation there... BOOM! front left corner of the bus hit me, and i hit the asphalt after some air-time. It didn't hurt. But it was really a BOOM! like my whole body was one huge ear, or i have a hundred ears, all over my body, and someone fired a shotgun right next to me. So i open my eyes, i see gray asphalt. Thinking to myself "Well, that was fucked up, better get my beers now and forget all about this shit" So i put my left hand on the asphalt and tried to get up, and the hand betrayed me and i was flat on the asphalt again. There were some big foreign gentlemen nearby, and they carried me away from the driveway, sitting on the grass nearby.

PHASE 2: The paramedics, police, and the staring crowd.

Very soon there was a pleasant paramedic lady next to me. And a big crowd of random people just staring at me. I shouted to the crowd "Someone sell me a cigarette right now, i will give you 2 euros. If 2 euros is not enough, i will give you everything i have in my possession at this moment in time, except my lighter" Some dude stepped forward and gave me a cigarette, but wanted nothing in return. The paramedic said "I don't recommend smoking now, because you are in a state of shock" I replied "If i don't smoke now, that is when the real state of shock is going to begin." And lit it up. Soon i was carried to the ambulance, i was unable to reserve any weight on my left leg. Ambulance side door was open and a policeman came to talk. I gave my ID and he said that "you are charged with endangerment of traffic, do you admit guilt?" Since i was about 10 meters or 33 feet away from a crosswalk, the case was clear, and i admitted guilt. A fine is going to arrive in the mail later.

PHASE 3: The emergency care unit, the elderly lady haunted by demons and shy peeing.

Ambulance took me to emergency care unit which was packed. Friday and everything, last days of summer going on... They injected all kinds of stuff into my veins and i was just on the bed there, wall behind me, curtains to the left, curtains to the right, curtains to the front. I was able to turn on my right side (can't do that now... must have been the shit i was injected with) and tried to pee into a plastic bottle with more or less success. They measured 2.4 per mill of alcohol from me, and since it all came from beer, the need to urinate was frequent. And an elderly lady shouted ALL the time... I know rogue nation is relaxed, when it comes to rules, but i will cut some really awful parts of her speech off, because i, myself, feel more comfortable writing this that way. She was like "Satan... satan... satan" for a couple of minutes in a row, then "Oh my God i am going to die" Then "Hell... hell... hell" for a couple of minutes in a row, then "Oh my God i am going to die" for a couple of minutes followed by completely strange gibberish, and this continued for hours and hours. And i was there with my dick inside a plastic bottle, trying to overcome my own mind... breathing techniques, micro-meditation and stuff... It was insane, all of it. Then they took me to x-rays, and i had to change bed, they transferred me with some kind of linen and i was literally like "FUCK! SHIT! GOD DAMN!" followed by an immediate apology, and i said that this verbal behavior is not directed towards the medical staff here, i know you try to help me. This profanity is directed towards my pain. Then i was put in a some kind of a humming device with flashing lights and stuff, i had to hold my breath at times when commanded, and i was so warm, too hot, they warned me beforehand. It was this thing called "Contrast agent" running through my veins at that time. Really strange taste of metal in my mouth. Diagnose was broken arm and broken hip. Bruises of course. Not even a tiny scratch to my head, what the hell is up with that...?

PHASE 4: Trauma ward, the morning after, and going home.

So i was sent to the trauma ward for the night. The doctor there said that i can eat a little bit now, we have sandwiches and milkshakes and stuff. Then it is just liquids into you, because tomorrow there is going to be an emergency surgery to your hip. She asked me about my diet, i said that i am a lacto-ovo-vegetarian, and i asked for a milkshake and got one. It was delicious. Strawberry and vanilla i think. Then i was carried to a room and it was ALL FOR ME! ahh the pleasure of calm peeing... But the clock on the wall kept ticking... and ticking... and TICKING... i could have pressed a button to alert a nurse but i thought that i have bothered them enough for one day, and tried to sleep. Slept for an hour, an hour and a half maybe. In the morning, a nurse came to inform me that a surgery is not needed. The bones are aligned really well, even when broken. Then i got a new nicotine patch to my shoulder and also these nicotine pills to put under my tongue. Then breakfast. Coffee, bread, cheese, cucumber and porridge. And after that, a physiotherapist came to give me instructions how to do muscle training. I asked when am i allowed to go home? He said that when you can make it out of bed, to the bathroom, and back to bed on your own. I did that right away, slowly like a snail, crying like a little girl who's favorite doll has been taken away. I was put in a wheelchair, wheelchair and me into a big taxi, and then home.

PHASE 5: The aftermath, some thoughts that have surfaced, and the present moment.

Exactly two weeks have gone by now since my accident, as i write this. And exactly two weeks without a drop of alcohol. First of all, i need maximum balance and maximum focus just to move with my walking stick. A broken hip usually requires two walking sticks but since my left arm is broken, i drag myself around with one. And anyway, for the time being, fuck beer. This feels like a final warning. You know, some person might overdo some shots once, while out at the bars, and end up in jail to sober up for the night. Then the person contemplates "maybe i drink too much" and then the person re-adjusts behavior. Someone might hear from a friend or a relative or other close person "Maybe you drink too much" and then the drinker re-adjusts behavior. And then there are people... who need to get hit by a bus before any serious thinking emerges to the surface. What do i want from my life? What i don't want from my life? There are no winners here. Unless the theories about entities out there, who use human suffering as their force of life, are true. Broken relationships. Broken mind. Broken bones. What the fuck? I need to turn the page, before the book of my life is closed for good and forgotten for all eternity.

Thank you if you had the endurance to read this and special thanks to all beautiful souls at Rogue Nation who have supported me during my struggle (Shoutbox). I love you and i owe you.

-Fin

PS. If the roof above my head collapses, and smashes my skull, before i post this thread now, i SWEAR i am not going to be surprised one bit. 2020.

Cuomo and De Blasio are being sued for $2 billion over indoor dining ban. While other restaurants only 500 feet from the Nassau County border have been able to serve indoors at 50% capacity since June 24.

It's about time the business owners in New York stood up to these clowns. What took them so long?

Quote:Restaurants in New York City filed a $2 billion class-action lawsuit against city and state officials on Thursday, alleging the indoor dining ban caused “irreparable harm” to the city’s food and beverage industry and pushing for the return to indoor dining — the lawsuit marks the latest attempt to normalize the city through legal action.

Il Bacco, an Italian restaurant in Queens, is spearheading a class-action lawsuit against Gov. Andrew Cuomo, New York City Mayor Bill de Blasio, and New York Attorneys General to force the state to allow indoor dining and for damages lost during Covid-19 guidelines.

Over 350 restaurants have signed on to the $2 billion lawsuit.
Il Bacco is only 500 feet from the Nassau County border, where restaurants have been able to serve indoors at 50% capacity since June 24.

New York City is the only city in the state where some form of indoor dining is still not allowed, despite a weeks-long statewide case positive rate below 1%.

In mid-August, 1,500 gym owners across New York filed a class-action lawsuit against the state which led to gyms, fitness centers, and yoga studios opening their doors at 33% capacity just a few weeks later.

I went to my doctor the other day and asked for a prescription of hydroxychloroquine as a preventative measure against this C virus.
You would have thought I asked for Cocaine!  He refused to give it to me, which pissed me off highly!
I have an autoimmune disease, which makes me more vulnerable, and cold weather is just around the corner; I'm sure we'll see more cases popping up then. Even if they are fake reports to keep people from going out to vote, I still need to guard against regular flu.

I had seen others on Twitter talking about tonic water and other things to "do it yourself". So, I decided to make my own.

ETA: Disclaimer: I'm not a medical doctor. Take this information at your own risk.

Copied from Twitter member, :Billy-Don :I-Am 

Quote:Home Made Hydroxychloroquine:
-from a registered nurse in the States (copied) "What is Hydroxychloroquine exactly?
It is nothing but Quinine. Something that anyone can make at home....and something that is being manufactured each and every day in the form of something we have all seen at the grocery and liquor stores.........None other than TONIC WATER.
Yes....Tonic Water has the exact same Quinine that this drug being used to treat the Covid virus has.

Quinine has many uses and applications.
It is analgesic, anesthetic, antiarrhythmic, antibacterial, antimalarial, antimicrobial, antiparasitic, antipyretic, antiseptic, antispasmodic, antiviral, astringent, bactericide, cytotoxic, febrifuge, fungicide, insecticide, nervine, stomachic, tonic.......so you can be SURE that BIG PHARMA is scared to death at this point and screaming that this drug DOES NOT WORK...when the entire world sees that it is working.
If you ever feel a chest cold coming on or just feel like crap....make your own Quinine.

It is made out of the peelings of Grapefruits and Lemons, ...but especially Grapefruits. I will give you the recipe here and you take this concoction throughout the day...or you can make a TEA out of it and drink it all day.

This should take away all your fears about this VIRUS because you now have the defense against it and many other things. If you take ZINC with this recipe, the zinc propels the Quinine into your cells for a much faster healing.

Quote:Take the rind of 2-3 grapefruits. Take the peel only and cover it with water about 3 inches above the peels. Put a glass lid on your pot if you have one....a metal one is fine if you don't.
Let it simmer for about 2 hours. Do not take the lid off of the pot till it cools completely as this will allow the Quinine to escape in the steam. Sweeten the tea with honey or sugar since it will be bitter.

Take 1 tablespoon every couple of hours to bring up the phlegm from your lungs. Discontinue as soon as you get better......

Please share this with those that need to reduce FEAR and allow them to see that GOD/NATURE in all glory, provides us with all that we need".

Just for truths sake, let it be known that in addition to this, Doctors are also prescribing the antibiotic Azythromicin (zpack).

Quote:Chloroquine (CQ) and hydroxychloroquine (HCQ) are well-known 4-aminoquinoline antimalarial agents. Scientific evidence also supports the use of CQ and HCQ in the treatment of cancer.
Overall, preclinical studies support CQ and HCQ use in anti-cancer therapy, especially in combination with conventional anti-cancer treatments since they are able to sensitise tumour cells to a variety of drugs, potentiating the therapeutic activity. Thus far, clinical results are mostly in favour of the repurposing of CQ.
However, over 30 clinical studies are still evaluating the activity of both CQ and HCQ in different cancer types and in combination with various standard treatments. Interestingly, CQ and HCQ exert effects both on cancer cells and on the tumour microenvironment.
In addition to inhibition of the autophagic flux, which is the most studied anti-cancer effect of CQ and HCQ, these drugs affect the Toll-like receptor 9, p53 and CXCR4-CXCL12 pathway in cancer cells.
In the tumour stroma, CQ was shown to affect the tumour vasculature, cancer-associated fibroblasts and the immune system.

The evidence reviewed in this paper indicates that both CQ and HCQ deserve further clinical investigations in several cancer types. Special attention about the drug (CQ versus HCQ), the dose and the schedule of administration should be taken in the design of new trials.

So if you still think those Covid-19 numbers are even CLOSE to being correct maybe THIS will get your wheels turning!

A Tennessee man received a letter from the health department claiming his mother tested positive for Covid-19 in June and needed to isolate for 10 days. First problem is that the notification wasn't sent until 2 months after the supposed positive test result. Biggest problem is that she died in February from non-Covid related causes.

Quote:That would be difficult, according to her obituary: the 66-year-old died February 16th. That was weeks before the first case of COVID-19 was detected in Shelby County.
"It's been 6 months, almost 7, since she passed away. There was no testing that was done at that time. On her death certificate it was stated she died, what the cause of death was, and it was not COVID-19. It was COPD," said Whittington.  
The Millington resident said his mom fought a long battle with COPD and was considered in stage 4 when she died in hospice at the home of a friend.
Whittington said when he called the health department, he was told she took a COVID-19 test June 20th, which was clearly impossible. She was cremated.

I remember reading a book that discussed how the oral Salk polio vaccine caused an absolute horrorshow in Africa.  What was it?  50's, 60's?  Sick infants in rooms on the floors, shitting their guts out, dying, etc.   So imagine my surprise when I saw this: 

https://www.blacklistednews.com/article/...rica-.html

Holy hell.   They are still using that ANYWHERE?   It stopped being used in the US in 2000 or something like that.   But what?   Who cares if it cripples/kills people in other countries?  

And I'm supposed to trust these people with a rushed, new-tech vaccine?   Snort.  I.  Don't.  Think.  So.

Quote:Members of a Reddit group for discussing Scotland found many articles on the Scots-language Wikipedia, purporting to be written in the language, were really written in a broken English imitation. Further examination of the articles revealed they were all edited or authored primarily by a single user who is one of Scots Wikipedia’s few administrators, users with special privileges on the site. The administrator is an American teenager not fluent in the language.

Commander Red has been taken down! 



OK...I had no clue who this guy was/is. Apparently he is an ANTIFA member who was arrested on his way to a BLM protest in Green Bay, Wisconsin. He was in the company of others with sticks and baseball bats. He had a flame thrower and some military grade smoke bombs (as one does when petitioning the government). 

What makes this newsworthy was his reaction when arrested: He dropped to the fetal position and started crying.

Say strong Commander! General Patton and Charles Bronson were know to do that from time to time too. Nothing screams leadership like bursting into tears at the first sign of adversity. I even hear George Washington needed his hand held while crossing the Delaware. Chin up brave warrior, chin up!   

https://nypost.com/2020/09/02/antifa-com...-arrested/

This interview was done by TruReporting and RedPill78 back in December, 2019.  I don't think I shared it back then because of the dark message right before Christmas. It might be time to do that now.

As always, use your own discernment in what you believe.

John mentions working with PLG (Project Looking Glass) w/ regards to PLG he states the following:

-working with time
-off shoot of zero point research
- translated through a computer program
-faint signatures in a vacuum
-passively listening
-Project Pandora (next dimension)
-convergence of timelines (dimensional shift?)
-Parallel Earth (new earth?)
-manipulation of electromagnetic field
-make a decision & see how it was spun off 2 minutes ahead (extend to next dimension)
- more than 1 looking glass tech
-they can't do the work (the deepstate)
-communicating with other dimensions
-Deep Space Nine (side project)
-probes recording radiation signals in space
-convert or cleaned up background noise

After watching the video, I urge you to go read Alara's thread on Twitter: 
https://twitter.com/alaraofsirius/status...29925?s=20

Bitter Jealous comments from New York Governor Cuomo. 

He says if Trump comes back to New York City, he better have an army !! LOL

What a bonehead meatheaded reaction to Trump's suggestions about "defunding" big cities that won't stop their lawlessness LOL

Cuomo was actually praising Trump a few months ago for the Federal response to the COVID19 attack

LOL what a bitter untrustworthy Democrat this Cuomo is 

Quote:New York Gov. Andrew Cuomo on Wednesday all but threatened President Trump’s safety if he returns to New York City in a rant responding to an exclusive story by The Post that Trump is looking to pull federal funds from “lawless” cities including New York.

Cuomo called an emergency press briefing within a half-hour on Wednesday night to tear into Trump for the order, which cites New York’s rising murder rate and defunding of the NYPD.

“He better have an army if he thinks he’s gonna walk down the street in New York. New Yorkers don’t want to have anything to do with him,” the Democrat said, all but threatening the commander-in-chief.


LINK-->  Gov. Cuomo: Trump had ‘better have an army’ to protect him if he comes to NYC

We installed a new camera security system.   Little did we know all the animal life around here.    We have a swimming pool that may serve as a watering hole. 

Cats from our colony (of course), but also racoon, opossum, dogs, a couple of things that look like mice/rats/hamsters, and something that flies from the roof to the ground and can run as fast as it flies.   We cannot figure out what that last thing is.   Unfortunately, that area doesn't have a light, so it's in black and white.   It only shows as solid white by the camera system during the night.  We're baffled.   At one point, I thought I saw wing flap, but I didn't think small owls or bats could run as fast as they fly.   Anyone have ideas?

Husband keeps saying, "Ghosts."  Me:  "STFU".    Okay, more like "Stop."